Tuesday, August 03, 2004  

Dumped.

When you hear the word 'dump', or 'dumped' you think of intimate relationships, don't you? As in partners/lovers who split up due to irreconcilible differences. But do you think it applies to friends?

I know friends come and go and that people are meant to be in your life for a finite timespan, but it's still sad. It's sad when you realise that someone you considered a friend doesn't want to really be that anymore. For whatever reason. It's sad that things happen the way they happen. Really sad.

Was it something I did? Is it something I am? We're all the same, everyone's unique. You remember all the times when it didn't matter, when it wasn't known and you reflect. I'm not going to change 'cos it's who I am, how I feel. He's not going to change 'cos it's who he is, how he feels.

time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe, believe in me, believe
that life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same, we're different tonight

The scar can't be seen, but it's certainly felt.

I think I realised just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling like I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

posted by AJ | 9:02 PM |