Monday, January 26, 2004 hmm, not the best day in my life i've gotta tell ya. after speaking to erica on msn and having to leave the computer and go to bed because i could not see the screen through the tears, then literally crying myself to sleep, today did not get much better. i spent the majority of it either crying, wasting my time writing on this thing (which somehow actually makes me feel a little better), lying on the couch trying to sleep, or sleeping. i should have something to eat - haven't eaten all day. do you ever look at photos of yourself from times past, even from days / weeks ago, and wonder why you were smiling the way you were. what was so different then that warranted such a smile? it is meant to be easy? am i doing it wrong? or is it meant to be hard and that's the point? Js Hottest 100 - top 10: 1. Jet | Are You Gonna Be My Girl? 2. Outkast | Hey Ya! 3. White Stripes | Seven Nation Army 4. Powderfinger | (Baby I’ve Got You) On My Mind 5. Coldplay | Clocks (Royksopp Remix) 6. The Cat Empire | Hello 7. Powderfinger | Sunsets 8. John Butler Trio | Zebra 9. Hilltop Hoods | The Nosebleed Section 10. Powderfinger | Love Your Way Tracks 1, 2, 3, 6, 7 i thought would make the top 5. wasn't too far off... oh and simon - i thought you would've got the hint after the 2nd or even the 3rd time i cancelled your call at 1:30ish am this morning. posted by AJ | 6:22 PM | |