Saturday, October 25, 2003  

... those with integrity have won the match before its begun...

...do you think i'm asking too much? a kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned. how can i open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?...

...now with clarity, i see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me...

...i don't want to be angry, i don't want to be angry, i don't want to be angry, i don't want to be angry, angry, angry, this is not worthy of me, and now with clarity i see, that i can walk away....

... so rather than trying to open my heart, i'm going to lock it with a key so that only the special ones, so that only the special ones can ever get through to me.


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from the days of december
she cried til september
trying to remember
why he lied...

...my conscience is worth more than three lies
just look in my eyes, you're wasting your life

in the wink of the mirror,
a promise undelivered...


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wish i knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
wish i knew what you were looking for...



posted by AJ | 8:16 PM |